Ek kavi ki kahaani

Meri khwahishen kuch baaki hain,
Jeevan ek alpaviraam hai,
Kavi ka naam badnaam hai,
Jeevan mein mere liye bacha hi kya hai.

Log kisi aur par fida hain,
Haseenaye doosron ke baahon mein jaane ke liye bekraar hain,
Mera chota bhai mujhse behtar hai,
Jeevan mein mere liye bacha hi kya hai.

Meri maa mujhse naraaz hai,
Mere dost aapas mein kehte hain;
“arre chod yaar, who toh bekar hai.”
Jeevan mein mere liye bacha hi kya hai.

Lekin, sochne lagta hoon main, upar ek bhagwan hai,
Mere maathe par bhi uska haath hai,
Har ek ki andar ek bhagwan hai,
Jiska naam aatma-vishwas hai.

Mere haath kalam ki orr jaate hain,
Kaagaz ko chooker who likh jaate hain,
Log rukkar, padhkar, bole jaate hain…
“wah bhai wah, ye kya likhta hai…!”

waking up....

Luv and crushes seem so distant a problem,
Life teaches its lessons slowly,
Maybe it was meant to be this way,
I don’t want to do all the things I thought I wanted to do,
Life comes once; success opens its doors only once…..

Sumthin i wrote for a friend during raksha bandhan...

A warm fuzzy feeling,
Like a teddy cuddled,
Its starting to dawn on me
What fun being a brother can be
Hope this service never ends
Hope this makes us more than friends
If we cant be the couple I dreamed we would be,
If being just a friend is just too distant[insensitive],
Then I am sure, pretty much from the bottom of my heart,
That I will still love you,
Still take care of you,
Still fulfill your every desire,
Still look at your face and feel a tremble,
Do everything I can do for you,
But mind you;
As your mothers unborn son,
As your unborn twin brother…….

Don’t stop to shed a few tears for me,
Don’t want your tears,[feelings] don’t want your smile,
The reason for the pain, the thought behind it all,
Just leave me with my pain,
You have got nothing left to gain.
Break my heart, break my will again,
Leave me lost again.
Same words, same refrain,
Again and again leaves me lost forever…

Unwinding....

How do you tell her that you love her
how do you make her understand
that its not a game you seem to be playing
how do u distinguish yourself
from the grime that she is used to seeing
its not that simple to be simple
unike the ease with which you can be
different,alternate,wound-up and more....

Still Living...

Am living like am dead
doesnt make much sense
ppl think there's sumthin wrong with my head
let them laugh...atleast at my expense......
All this talk about life
seems for the birds,seems so
distant a dream;a distant hope
life as of now looks so lonely
sad,wrecked,truly wretched
i was a happier man when i had my thoughts
now i have only myself and i am all alone.
this life is starting to drown me
my life force starting to swell within me
all men have dreams, some men live dreams
i see dreams and wonder
what possibly can tear it asunder
a small little voice;the one
that sounds like your soul answers
one word.it tells me,no,whispers
as the wind whispers its secrets
to the dark night,the only one in the world
the only mortal capable of stopping you is


you.

mirror to the world

I once loved
My life and everything
Around me
I once cared
For her and everything
Around her
I once looked
Upto them and everything
Around them
Then life went and
showed me the way its meant
To be and Not to be
A reflection; To be a real
person and not an academic mirror.

happiness revisited

This time its real
The happiness is meant to last
Maybe this is bliss
The anticipation before the first kiss

Free to fall down
The bottomless pit of love
Tranquility has many forms
And i hav found peace

The world seems a
Better evil today
I am human again
The world is my home again.

Dont noe wat it is dat prompted me 2 sit up in d middle of d nite 2 start my blog-journey...
mebe its d unabated sound of ma frnd akki(comrade-in arms in d war against conservatism) dat finally did d trick...
so watever follows in d days 2 come...u noe wer d blame goes....
Am kinda wonky rite now but am nuts d rest of d time....so i guess dat kinda sums it all up on wat u can expect frm me....